As I progress through this journey, I record incidents and thoughts and feelings. Some of this is quite upsetting and very personal, but I think it is important to record everything.

I wrote the diary to let friends ad family know what was going on and to help them understand what was happening insode my head.

Then there is my daughter, who is too yong to understand a lot of this. When she is old enough, she will be able to read all of my comments and understand the turmoil I went through

2008 and 2007 diaries are in the appropriate archives and the diary of my time in Thailand for my GRS is a separate page.

BEFORE READING

You need to be aware that it is not all pleasant reading. There are some rather nasty incidents that I talk about. Everything is true, or as true as my memory is capable of making it.